Ms. Lonely? Nahhh..

Assalamualaikum and hye there. n,~

It has been sooo long since I updated my blog last time. Apparently I'm not doing what I was supposed to do (assignments). Hihi.. I tried not to post about my personal views or feelings here but I just don't want to tell everything about her in here. So, I guess every posts about me will be advertisements of her Blockbuster Story. But who really cares, heheh, my blog.

Hm, so, I've been comparing, thinking, reflecting and 'whatever-ing' myself now with me back then. When the first time I got here, I felt lonely, away from friends, my cousins, and everyone in malaysia. But I see good thing about that now. Allah was giving me chance to get to know Him and Islam better. I never got the chance to go to sekolah agama (i'm not saying sekolah agama is the only place I can learn about my religion, but of course, I prefer to be there than being in normal school, but what to do, no rezeki la..). 

So, last time, I didn't know Islam as how I do now (still not much, but better, i guess). I thought Islam was only about the pillars, you know, pray, fast, hajj, and you know, my understanding was very general. I prayed, but I didn't know what for, I fasted, but I didn't know why, maybe because everyone did it.
But two years here have shown me more and more things about Islam. I still don't know much about it (I promise will learn more, InsyaAllah). I understand more about everything I do.

Everytime I pray, I feel like I'm belonged to someone or somewhere in this Earth. When I cover my aurat properly, I feel protected. Everytime I recite the Quran, I don't know what else I should ask from Him, I feel like I have everything. I also used to be very busy looking for new bestfriend, but friends, I see now, just don't tend to that. Because people won't live forever, Allah will. 

Once I read a news headline, "I wasn't looking for a religion. I just fell in love with Islam," and I heard someone said, "When you read the Quran, you are communicating with Him, because the words are His." I understand those phrases more now. 
I'm not showing off, I'm still lack of many things but I really really wish to be a good muslimah, (menantu pilihan pun ok..cewahh..hihohu tkdo lahh..)

I just want to share the truth and beauty of Islam that I found by far.  

-musafirtoowoomba- 
(copy and paste from my  facebook status)